The Loss of Repose by Dr. Omar

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Repose is the satisfaction that comes with knowing one is dwelling in the right place with the right people who are doing their level best at what is beneficial for everyone. Heterosexual marriage endows gifts similar to those bestowed on Thor (hammer, gloves, belt) to defend creation and enjoin the repose of social cohesion by main-taining boundaries. This is likely why Freya wept during his prolonged absences, as she could neither enjoy life fully nor function at capacity without the repose granted by his penetrating fermions and Higgs bosons from below and above the belt. The electromagnetic aura of heterosexual marriage can also be likened to her brother Freyr’s sword, which, on advisement and with proper intent, vanquished disturbers of the peace even as he leisurely attended Odin’s table. Add to these the fulsome maintenance of health and the dwelling that obtains development and continuance of human disciplines, and we have stable communities and cultures under honorably charged quanta bearers granting repose for all who choose to cooperate with the scheme. LGBT hegemony neither engenders nor permits this.
The hustle and bustle of heterosexuality’s basal state outstrips rainbow parades or pole- and lap-dancer-akimbo clubs. Nonetheless, easy morality always manages to slip through back doors to weaken communal cohesion and disturb domestic peace with monkey business, especially when given political and legal leverage. Guaranteed outcomes of sexual and moral fluidity include personal tragedy and collective demise [36]. Scripture calls it an “abomination that brings desolation” (Dan 9:27; 11:31; Mat 24:15; Mk 13:14; Lk 21:20), referring to the inversion of divinely established social order, which has everything to do with the demise of licit heterosexual hegemony.
Morally unwise polities lose Longfellow’s repose when entertaining promiscuity and sexual ambiguity. Careful study indicates they cannot escape futility and that, except for pensive self-tolerance, unrestrained sexual gratification buys far less success, satisfaction and solace in life. Even when the LGBT community attains a semblance of repose it holds degrees of phobic eccentricities. Such was the case for the late and venerable Dr. Oliver Sacks, a lifelong bachelor who transcended his exile from heterosexual normativity by dedicating himself to consecrated efforts to resist prurient whimsy — a better man than I, Gunga Sacks.
The lack of repose [37], otherwise granted by gender validation, obtains insecurity that betrays an unsatiated hunger for intimacy. The appetite cannot be satisfied without bone fide gratification per gender-normative reciprocity, a matter discussed in detail below. Generally, pretense to the contrary oscillates within carefully framed casuist windows. Leonard Bernstein’s wife even cursed him for this reason [iv]. Oscar Wilde’s wife also. Wilde, despite success, charm, genius, chivalry, insight and profound sensitivity could not avoid penury after deserting the Selfish Giant’s garden to gravitate from play to play and anus to anus. The latter pursuits bankrupted him even before prompting his gallant war against British hypocrisy armed with a lie that denounced the truth of the sodominity he enjoyed; hardly admirable or congruent with his expressed ethics, but extremely pompous and all too common an LGBT tragedy, and not to be equated with that of King Leonidas.
After reading several gay biographies, including that of Antinous plus a literature review, it appears unlikely the LGBT majority and those they embrace ever enter or surpass genuine heterosexual repose or access the ineffable peace that attends normative gender validation. Many imitate heterosexual repose like the Janus Society of Philadelphia, or Rock Hudson, or Mr. Bernstein at the beginning of his outstanding career. But gender-befuddled people can never be normality. Neither are lesser souls than the troubled men cited likely to successfully sublimate or redirect the shallow evangelism that sanctions mimicry and discordant self-indulgence. Only the plumbed depth and humorless flood of cruel truth flushes the mire of mournful confusion. I have seen it happen, although it never cures unless the malady is due to conditioning.
The grounded heterosexual is ever sober and removed from the cognitive instability inspired by vestigial imaginations of Janus et al. Like the earth’s magnetic field, gender-specific fidelity filters out damaging bioquanta via metaphysical and physical restraints that secure and maintain homeostasis. Heterosexual identity is, therefore, cardinal and can only be disturbed under the extreme duress of unkind impositions. Heterosexual duality is also the all-embracing crucible of Rumi’s mystical heart where it serenely sits on thrones of precisely defined constitutions to anticipate each moment of human ‘being’. This gestaltly-gendered cognizance infuses expectations and responses with propriety, male and female, respectively; thus comprising a collectively spherical purview for the dyad. To the contrary, and with few exceptions, LGBT cognizance is restricted and often cloaked in exaggerated over-compensations that ceaselessly attempt to hide the uncertainty that attends insecurity. Hence, validated heterosexual identity is an uncompromised fortress of dignity that cannot be destroyed once cognitively accessed and confirmed.
But its stronghold and thrones have been purposely suborned for two to three generations by Disney’s Peter Pan. Even so, heterosexual hearts remain true Lions of Zion, complete with ark, law and staff bringing peace or war from Salt-of-the-Earth cum Sweat-of-the-Brow folks whose identities are, as we shall see, divinely constituted, completely intact and functionally vibrant with all the right quanta. Sadly, like “those who say they are but are not …” (NT, Rev. 2:9, 3:9), many claim parity but have it not while storming fortress and thrones.
As I write, social engineers advance vice-filled chaos among nameless and named to facilitate elitist plunder on a grand global scale. Touting and magnifying aberrant and anomalous sexuality as alternatives, one-percent-owned puffery mills, including the Church [v], promote and protect hedonism along with pederast and pedophile love fests at pizza parties and ‘Eyes-Wide-Shut’ orgies that embrace the human sacrifice of mystery religion fertility rites [38] [vi]. Intellectual sobriety demands an examination of why this menace to beneficent quanta bearers has gained such devastating momentum at the cost of social repose. The short answer is found in the New Testament (Luke 4:7), and it seems on further reading that this time around there will be no second chance or third coming.
The term ‘sexual intercourse’ exclusivley refers to penile penetration of the vagina. It does not include sodomy, fellatio or cunnilingus. Hence, homosexuals, for example, do not obtain reciprocating quanta derived from simultaneous orgasms via ‘intercourse’ but rather purchase a sterile facsimile. Human sexual intercourse is a compulsive surrender to undignified behaviors likely designed to keep us humble and sufficiently modest to protect our dignity. But on the tolerant side of death and absent modesty or informed disclosure, vulgar reifications corrupt the deed with dark comedy to cover an embarrassing loss of decorum.
Traditional First Nation communities do not exhibit vulgarity. But within occidental reprobate frameworks, and in the spirit of Weimer’s Jew-inspired baseness, sexual intercourse has become non-transcendent, demeaning, demoralizing, self-referential and routinely systematized, which is far more than jaded [39]. Sexual immorality rules locker- and boardrooms for flag wavers, bureaucrats [40], Hollywood sheiks and sundry private domains. Many are salted with ribald memes, randy hands and quanta from domestic abuse [41] and harassments that ignore prudence beyond fabricated myths, facades, flags and medals that brand self-serving factotums as honorable. Participants are, however, carefully and emotively conditioned to believe otherwise.
The late Dr. Lobaczewski described this collective impropriety as service to the cognitive dissonance that sustains phase-locked hadrons of denial in tense congenial pretense. Citizens become bench-warmers who bend knees to bells rung by predators governed by arch-druids; thus marking submission to the methodical ordering of mundane evil (Endnote i). Such feckless milieus are made operable by an unseen clutch engaged from behind oaken doors, in rooms that accommodate fascists pretending not to be Bolsheviks as they protect and project post-modern corporatism, patriotism, nationalism and globalism, all leading to the internationalism of Communisy gray. The entire ism parade avoids moral principles while murdering principals who would otherwise guide their contemporaries towards the attainment of high cosmopolitan cultures. British and European elite assiduously studied such cultures then methodically destroyed them in an orgy of imperialism these past five hundred years or so.

  • In the aftermath of colonialism, all identities are hybrid, fluid, and overlapping… Partly because of empire, all cultures are involved in one another; none is single and pure, all are hybrid, heterogeneous, extraordinarily differentiated, and un-monolithic [42]. ~ EW Said

Our motley crews are conforming to mean-spirited leptons, quarks, positrons, ex-photon polaritons [vii] and ruthless ‘ends-justify-means’ neocon men and women who instruct left-brained nuclei to harness neuroplasticity to trigger fingers attached to menacing phalli, feverish vaginas and eager rectums. This horrid culture manipulates, enslaves and spiritually abandons all comers. It is an Inca-like heart-grabbing macro-social psychopathy suggesting the metamorphosis of Stalin’s utopia:

  • [Psychopaths] dream of a world in which their simple and radical way of experiencing and perceiving reality would dominate where they would, of course, be assured safety and prosperity. In this Utopian dream, they imagine that those “others”, different, but also more technically skillful than they are, should be put to work to achieve this goal for the psychopaths and others of their kin. “We”, they say, “after all, will create a new government, one of justice”. They are prepared to fight and to suffer for the sake of such a brave new world, and also, of course, to inflict suffering upon others. Such a vision justifies killing people, whose suffering does not move them to compassion because “they” are not quite con-specific … Stalin was not a psychopath. His was a case of frontal characteropathy due to damage of frontal centers 10A & B caused by a disease he suffered as a newborn… In any society, psychopathic individuals and other deviant types [like Stalin] create a ponerogenically active network of common collusions, partially estranged from the community of normal people. An inspirational role of essential psychopathy in this network appears to be a common phenomenon. They are aware of being different as they obtain their life-experiences and become familiar with different ways of fighting for their goals. Their world is forever divided into “us and them”; their little world with its own laws and customs and that other foreign world of normal people that they see as full of presumptuous ideas and customs by which they are condemned morally. Their sense of honor bids them to cheat and revile that other human world and its values at every opportunity. In contradiction to the customs of normal people, they feel that breaking their promises is appropriate behavior.  ~ Lobaczewski AM (1985). Political Ponerology: A science on the nature of evil adjusted for political purposes. Red Hill Press, p. 139.
  • A range of positions attracts individuals on the high end of the psychopathic scale such as business, surgery, the law, military and of course, politics.  – Dr. Kevin Dutton, Oxford.

Unfortunately, LGBT comrades and sympathizers adapt well to this profile, especially in uniform. According to Kay Griggs [43] and others, America’s military boasts gay psychopaths, sociopaths and Satan worshipers with official military chaplains and sundry delin-quents commanding a snowballing chaos of collateral damage with outstanding levels of corruption [44], mental ruin, suicide and rising sex and child abuse levels that rival Olympic and UN impositions on their protectorates.

  • He estimated that staff had perpetrated 60,000 rapes in the past decade, with 3,300 pedophiles working in the organization and its agencies. “There are tens of thousands of aid workers around the world with paedophile tendencies.” ~ Andrew MacLeod, chief of operations, UN’s Emergency Co-ordination Centre.
  • The Defense Department estimates that about 8,600 women and 6,300 men were sexually assaulted in our armed forces last year. Most were attacked more than once, resulting in over 70,000 assaults in 2016 (81% of victims do not report the crime.) 129,000 service members (1 in 4 women, 1 in 15 men) faced severe and persistent sexual harassment or gender discrimination in 2016 [45].
  • RM Heffington, West Point graduate and assistant professor, wrote an open letter slamming the military academy for corruption, cheating, lying administrators, erosion of the cadet honor code, deteriorating curriculum, and aca-demic and disciplinary standards that are so corroded he questions “whether the institution should even remain open”… The army is struggling with embarrassing misconduct and behavioral problems among its senior officers [46].
  • A culture of abuse at USAG had created institutional dynamics where over and over and over again predators were protected and children were sacrificed [viii].
  • The incidence of child sexual exploitation has reached staggering propor-tions. –   J. Reynolds, Special Agent, U.S. Dept. of Homeland Security [ix]   
  • This nation’s (USA) dirty little secret… is the number of domestic violence, rape and child molestation cases that are never reported to the police. Actual experience belies official estimates for this type of behavior. It is more common than anyone believes. Less than 5% are ever caught [48].

James Corbett provides a succinct overview of the oligarchy’s progress over the last one hundred and fifty years [49]; one that shadows Carrol Quigley’s Tragedy & Hope. Picasso pictured its flesh-grinding beast in Guernica [50]. This primordial monster launches weapons of subversion and mass destruction in the hands of fifth columns and flag-wavers who divide and conquer both sides of wherever the cult opts to apply quanta of criminal intent. Its militant industrial complexity annihilates or restricts satisfactory social exchanges that foster hadrons of universal welfare and truth. The resultant demise of civil repose declares a moratorium on human well-being behind iron curtains of political correctness; thus reducing mankind to conditions worse than medieval thralldom under self-serving seigneurs and papal-court Jews.
We are preparing for a Charnel House of unceasing grief where mindsets and habits previously housed in Pandora’s box are neurologically fixed and inherited after two to three generations, which explains the present obsession with an exceptionally chosen form of national psychopathy [51]. So mote misapplication of human intent and disturbers of the peace be.  — Amen.
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[37] Calm, ease of manner; composure, tranquillity, peace, harmony, rest from anxiety.
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