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So the un-wanting soul sees what is hidden,
and the ever-wanting soul sees only what it wants.
~ Lao Tzu (Tao Te Ching)
Licit heterosexual intercourse activates beneficial energy potentials when sexual need and desire—neither of which we had a hand in crafting and both of which we are inexplicably subject to—meet in submission to the divinely constituted imperative of ‘sexual passion’. But despite its encyclopedic benefits, heterosexual marriage is becoming the exception rather than rule. One result of this regression, among many, is failure to mature marked by wantonness.
Over time, heterosexual marriage defeats self-absorption via gender complementarity in a union that defers to confluent conjoined life streams for the benefit of communal welfare. Because singleness is an incomplete expression of human ‘being’ (i.e., half cardinal or Yin with-out Yang), marriage has always worn mantles of maturity, authority and prophet-hood, which is why people under forty years of age were never given communal authority in traditional high cultures like the Oromo. Folks with ambivalent or deviant sexual orientation rarely achieve the maturity secured by marital unicity because ambivalent sexual identity is non-validating, non-complementary and generally fails to stream in congruent reciprocity with a life partner on a continuum. Thus, they cannot purchase a hold on the interpenetrating intimacy of the properly gendered dyad that begets emotional, moral and physical stability. This partly explains why childish looking geriatric senators and ecclesiastics keep chasing boys, schoolgirls and clerks; or why pot-bellied lechers walk the streets of Bangkok and Manila holding hands with women less than half their age with whom they cannot hold a decent conversation.
Prurience is especially pronounced among those who admire the self-reliance of bisexual Wonder Women [92] and androgynous king golems such as Adam-Kadmon of the Jews. Superhero pulp fiction is profitable but messianic reliance arrests spiritual and emotional development by superseding divine agency with engaging fibs that inspire trust in non-entities. Superman [93] and Captain America exemplify a torrent of Yiddish bunkum that fosters demigods of flexible morality. The result is a loss of intelligible communal coherence in deference to the fluidity of costumed LGBT village people. This is where emotional, intellectual and moral immaturities join at the hip with prurience. They are troublesome delinquents: truculent, impetuous, petulant, noisy, nosy, cryptic, fantastical, tyrannical, caustic and litigious, attributions that describe Brooklyn and Hollywood chutzpah; folks who should never be given authority over communal welfare. But keeping hoi palloi goys dependent and facile via developmental arrest is a protocol for Left Hand Path acolytes who occulty govern as high celebrants of satanic tyranny. Similar prestidigitation aids Right Hand Path ministers of organized religion’s patriotic angst. Hence, Common Core’s dumbed-down syllabus is merely the advance of demoralizing ignorance with roots in antiquity:

  • The hostile Forces are Powers of Darkness [Principalities, Powers, World Rulers of Darkness and Spiritual Wickedness in High Places (Eph 6:12)] in revolt against Light and Truth and want to keep this world under their rule in darkness and ignorance. Whenever anyone wants to reach the Truth, to realize the Divine, they stand in the way as much as possible.    

~ Sri Aurobindo [94]  (see also: NT: Eph 6:12)

  • The secret of freedom lies in educating people, whereas the secret of tyranny is keeping them ignorant.   ~ Robespierre (Freemason)
  • They will rejoice that we have regulated everything as done by wise parents who desire to train children in the cause of duty and submission. For the peoples of the world in regard to the secrets of our polity are ever through the ages only children under age, precisely as are also their governments.  ~ Protocols of Zion 15-20

The following reports show that a Rankin’s Cluster of gay-centric cults has guided the shadows of salacious governance for some time.

  • Plutarch said of the Mithriac Mysteries: God is a male and female intelli-gence, being both life and light, he brought forth another intelligence, the creator of the world… Orpheus, the mythical Thracian musician and poet, sang of the hermaphrodite Jove. While Jove is a male, Jove is also a virgin female. Brahmins, in the Sama Veda, echo this with the ‘will to create’ existing within the Deity as his bride, as both male and female, like our hermaphrodite Mercury. Mercury or Saturnia is represented in the book of Abraham the Jew by two serpents encircling a golden rod…. [95]
  • ‘I’ in the Hebrew corresponds to the Divine name Jah, the male aspect of the hermaphrodite or male-female Adam. Hovah (Yod/Jahhovah) is the female aspect [96].
  • Rabbi Isaac ben Solomon Luria Ashkenazi (16th century Kabbalist) claimed to talk with Elijah… The reason Jews pray at the Western Wall is because he told his followers that this site was where the Temple had been located… He further told them the Shekinah or female aspect of God, emanates from the wall… In his original form, G-d was hermaphrodite. The Jew must reunite the Shekinah with the masculine Godhead… details are in the Zohar. Talmudists therefore daven, the ritual Chasidic rocking back and forth at the Wall… davening is ritual copulation with Shekinah [97].
  • Hippolytus tells us the Nasseni [Nazarites] derived their creed from Cabbala… Christian Gnostics worshiped the Logos under the name and image of the serpent (nachash or ‘Shining One’). They magnify a Man and ‘son of man’ as the original ‘cause’ of all things and say this Man is the hermaphrodite, ‘Adam’; hence, the son of man, Christ—their Logos soul of the world—and Hermes are one [98].
  • A hermaphroditic high priest is now conducting Masonic Services beneath the Dome of the Rock. The Androgyne symbolizes the hermaphrodite principle of the two-faced entity or two-headed eagle. In the Jewish Cabala, this strange creation of the feminine and masculine principle is known as Adam Kadmon, both Adam and Eve, a Golem. This conjunction of opposites is part of the science of alchemy or hermeticism, and is especially beloved by occult magicians. In witchcraft, it is known as the joining of sun and moon, and sacred sex rituals are common [99].

Hannah Arendt lamented the modern propensity for ‘appearing’ rather than ‘being’. The vanity of Chasidic davening is pronounced in LGBT communities that lean towards the cosmetic side of life, often supported by white-faced Jewish clowns like Gene Simmons (‘Queen’) who mime the gelded galli of the ‘Attis & Cybele’ cult that spawned the rites of Easter three thousand years ago. Ancient rainbow parades celebrated a rousing tale of another dead man walking with his adoring virgin-mother-hermaphrodite wife and ‘Queen of Heaven’ who was gelded to birth him.
Both yamaka (kippah) and femen caps (French Revolution) owe their origins to this Phrygian cult [100]. The elimination of gender certainty is a sacred praxis known to Gnostics for millennia. Sabbataens also embrace a holy hedonism similar to the megalomania that guided Rasputin’s Khlysty cult and Bolshevism’s secular application of the Judaic ambition for vengeful mass murder [101]. Hence, being marginalized and de-selected from normativity and stamped with irresolvable conflicts that stem from non-validation, LGBT subsects have historically and religiously spawned sociopath acolytes of gods and goddesses that demand human sacrifice, murder and self-mutilation for millenia. The exceptional egocentrism is recorded in Genesis with Cain’s crusade against divine order. Indeed, Jesus called the Sadducees of his day ‘children of Cain’. Their methods stupefy audiences with mesmerizing heroines, heroes, propaganda, fantasy, pretense and terror — MTV cum Hollywood specialties that demonstrate just how lost goys have become:

  • Homosexual Jewish men who expect sexual favors in return for career related ones control Hollywood.  ~ J Travolta (10Oct2017)
  • These people follow their own religion and use it for moral guidance. It’s not the sort of religious teachings you folks would ever hear about. They perform sacred rituals that are sick and totally at odds with the moral fabric that binds most patriotic Americans. Hollywood is an institutionalized pedophile ring. They use and abuse kids for their own sick ‘spiritual beliefs’… I don’t fully understand it myself, but they harvest these kids for their energy and feast on their blood. They don’t do it mercifully either, they [terrorize] them before they sacrifice them—the more innocent the child, the more terrified they are, the more they thrive on it. They harvest the blood of children and eat their flesh because they think it gives them some sort of ‘life force.’ If a child mentally and physically suffers as they die, it gives them extra life force. Hollywood is drenched in innocent children’s blood. The references to pedophilia and cannibalism have always been there, cryptic and symbolic. I was introduced to these practices in the early 2000s and threatened with serious repercussions should I ever speak out. I don’t just mean my career, I mean my life was threatened; my family’s life would be in danger. I can only talk about it now because those people, industry executives, are all dead now. They see the blood of a sexually abused infant as the ‘ultimate prize’ and say it’s ‘highly enriched.’ Babies are ‘premium currency’ and hold a higher value than anything else you can think of: diamonds, drugs, caviar, you name it. This isn’t anything new. It’s been taking place since before Hollywood was founded. If you research the phenomenon, you will find it lurking in the shadows of every dark era in history. These dark, multidimensional occult practices have been used in secret societies for hundreds of years. Hollywood is being used for social programming and mind control. Their message is being projected into the psyche of people everywhere.  ~ Mel Gibson (30Nov2017) [102]

LGBT desperation for inclusion prompts them to create or join idealized utopias for sociopaths, exactly as described in Lobaczewski’s assessment of Communism. Like Hollywood, an elite club of ‘exceptionalists’ becomes a protected ruling class that sublimates personal unease with nihilist hedonism. The entire scheme obtains aberrant fancies with near impenetrable absurdities that are presently upstaging disambiguated heterosexuals with politically correct misrule. It is a continuum that preceded Disraeli, the gay Jew who confessed the cult described by Professor Quigley most assuredly exists. Their goals are completely dishonest, Bolshevik and horrifying:

  • The nuclear family must be destroyed… the break-up of families is now an objectively revolutionary process. ~ Linda Gordon (Lesbian, Jew & Feminist).
  • Fighting for gay marriage generally involves lying about what we are going to do about marriage when we get there … because we lie that the institution of marriage is not going to change, and that is a lie. It is going to change … I don’t think it should exist.    ~ Masha Gessen (Lesbian, Jew and Feminist).

Let’s add to this <5% of the population psychopaths who gravitate to the top (1:4–5 CEOs; 1:5 prison inmates) plus tortured victims described in our introduction. Insert piously-frocked pedophile celibates, depraved mullahs, perverted pastors and rabbis, plus dung covered naked ascetics with kissable phalli; season the mix with rapists, rakes, pedestrian pederasts, S&M aficionados, human sacrificing Satanists, hedonist clubbers and dumbed-down t-shirt loving balaclava mobs with tattoos. No lotus land is found for gangs that flee the dark light of night after noncompliance with discernible borders of human decency. Neither is found opportunity for reflective detachment due to entanglements devoted to the service of ‘want’, as tersely defined by Lao Tzu. All of this describes an advancing sub-human burden on the salt-of-the-earth.
Wantons are forever enmeshed in drama as dedicated offenders or amiable boobs who ignore beneficial civil and moral limits for the sake of perilous incursions into forbidden cavities. But profligacy does not purchase the repose of gender-regulated identity or honorable placements within social schemes that preserve integrity and communal stability. The desire for this harmony is actually why genuine transgender folk opt for surgical revisions that match their brain’s sexual orientation. It is also why peacemakers are blessed per ‘Mount of Olives’ dictum, and has everything to do with the godly quanta of normative-gender signification with appropriate placement in a viable community. A similar desire holds for genuine hermaphrodites, a group that appears to be increasing in incidence but does not qualify as LGBT due to genetic etiology. CNS (brain)-governed gender-typical behavior evidenced in early childhood is now empirically established as the prevailing medico-surgical decision-making factor for this cohort. I learned this twenty years ago. Specialists are finally catching on in the fading wake of fictive gay science [xv].
When peace is absent and folks are displaced, the metaphysical qualifier is ‘lost’, meaning ‘out of divine order’. And misrule forever disturbs the peace, which is optimally expressed within the matrix of legitimate heterosexual marriage, an institution even Gnostic Brahmins professed divine license to offend [xvi]. More significantly, the “seeing of God” that Jesus and Al-‘Arabi spoke of refers to heart-felt intention minus double-mindedness, indicating single-minded purity of heart without any ambiguity. Christ actually said: “I and the Originator (Creator) are one“—not “father” (John 10:30)—in reference to surrendering his will to Divine will in accord with Al-‘Arabi’s view of Imago Dei (the image of God, not Christ), which is the crux of our thesis because that’s what heterosexual partners do as an initial mirroring of divine intent in each other. Ideally, human intention becomes Imago Dei rather than an imagined indwelling of an undefined “Holy Spirit” that countermands free will. This take on a much mis-interpreted doctrine indicates that seeing God is a present phenomenon and metaphysical relationship that requires conscientious choice rather than priest or burning bush. Hence, qualities emanating from cymatic rhythms produced by mystical heart valves beating with the repose of fisherman-Zen emit optimized radiant quanta in the here and now, something materialists insist on ignoring except for Valentines Day, anniversaries and death.
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[99]     Zaid O (2009). The Hand of Iblis; An Anatomy of Evil. Malaysia: AS Nordeen: p 391.
[100]    Baal & the Phrygian Cap:
About the Ubiquitous Yamaka/Skull Cap:
[101]    Berdyaev N (1917). “The Religious Foundations of Bolshevism ” in Spiritual Grounds of the Russian Revolution: Articles 1917-18. YMCA Press, Paris (1990);
Jerusalem chief rabbi calls LGBT community ‘cult of abomination’.
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The Cult of Gay Masculinity.
[102] Dmitry B (2017). Mel Gibson: Hollywood Is A ‘Den Of Parasites’ Who ‘Feast On The Blood Of Kids’. Online, jkou
[xvi]    Harris R (2007). Aryan Patriarchy and Dravidian Matriarchy. Online:

  • EXCERPT: The condition of women under the Arya was brutal and dehumanizing … Brahmins authored a number of religious rulings and opinions called Smrti (the laws of Manu)… They prescribe [among many other male chauvinist rules] that widows cannot remarry and should instead, shave their heads, wear white and live in a special ashram… describe the best age for a wife – the best age being just five years… a Brahmin could have sex with any female he desired … Smrti would have to be the most cruelly self-serving set of religious injunctions ever written by men…

[xvii]   Taylor CW et al. (2017). Freshwater male fish exposed to chemicals in water becoming more feminine. (Jul): ONLINE

  • EXCERPT: Male river fish are displaying feminized traits and even producing eggs, the study found. Some have reduced sperm quality and display less aggressive and competitive behavior, which makes them less likely to breed successfully. The chemicals causing these effects include ingredients in the contraceptive pill, by-products of cleaning agents, plastics and cosmetics, according to the findings … Men are at risk of being “feminized” by thousands of “gender bending” chemicals that are changing the behavior of humans and animals, according to a report. Gywnne Lyons, a former Government advisor on chemical pollution and author of the report, said: “Urgent action is needed to control gender bending chemicals and more resources are needed for monitoring wildlife.

Kristensen DM et al. (2017). Paracetamol during pregnancy can inhibit masculinity. University of Copenhagen, Health & Medical Sciences, doi:10.1530/REP-17-0165 Reproduction (01Aug2017): 154: 145-152

  • EXCERPT: Studies have shown that paracetamol can inhibit the development of the male sex hormone testosterone in male foetuses, thus increasing the risk of malformation of the testicles in infants. A reduced level of testosterone at the foetal stage is significant for behaviours of adult males. We have demonstrated that a reduced level of testosterone means that male characteristics do not develop as they should. This also affects sex drive. In a trial, mice exposed to paracetamol at the foetal stage were simply unable to copulate in the same way as our control animals. Male programming had not been properly established during their foetal development and this could be seen long afterwards in their adult life. It is very worrying,”